I'm what people call a pessimist,
a person that thinks everything's piss,
but to tell the truth i don't think so,
i'm just tired of explaining everything like a show,

my parents brought me up differently,
and heck it was far from easy,
i grew up seeing what people don't,
i appreciate what most people won't,

growing up differently was torturing,
when everyone's having fun i was suffering,
but don't get me wrong what they did was right,
through pain i gained an unique insight,

that's why people call me disturbed,
benjamin teoh the introvert,
the person with a negative look on everything,
but i just see the truth of everything,

when i meant i see the truth,
i'm not being so big headed i go thru the roof,
i just see things in a different light,
which is grey and dark instead of white,

people tend to be bling to things they dislike,
they'll tell the thing "go take a hike",
what i do is i accept it as it is,
at the same time gaining the title "pessimist",

i'm not prud of alot of things in me,
cause a failure in life is what i see,
but the perspective i have in life i appreciate,
for that relativity is how Kai is made...

Kai-Teoh. Teoh Jun-Kai

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My life.

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From my sad eyes,
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Shattered; my dreams.