Hands up with my palm outward,
it means i surrender and i give up,
all this things damn they hurt!
and i'm just tired and fed up,

As much as i like her there's nothing i can do,
just like when i was with yun,
i've got so much on my hands i'm like "shoo!"
sooner or later i'm gonna be locked up as a loon,

it sucks to see the things i work for going down,
just at the moment i wanted to start something new,
i've shouted and screamed and cried and frowned,
but no matter what i do it's still screwed,

i know i've said this soo many times before,
but i'm just so darn tired of all this shit,
but still it comes back more and more,
and all the decisions i make just doesn't seem fit!

you knoow that show 101 dalmations?
there's like so many doggies it's seems infinite right?
well this is similat cause it's 11 frustrations,
and they won't go even if i say "take a hike",

talk to someone whenever you have troubles,
well i talk to the oh-so-comforting mirror!
cause whoever i talk to would just pop like a bubble!
they'd run and do their best to disappear,

and shit does all this just suck like heck,
i was starting to be content and happy!
i was about to forget life sucks as a fact!
well screw that i'm never gonna be happy,

Damnit don't tell me i'm doing this!
Cause i was so bloody content with lifea week ago!
Someone had to come over and take a piss!
So fuck you ain't my fault you know!

Damn i'm starting to cry like shyt again!
life weren't perfect but good enough then!
and it hurts to seeeverything go down the drain,
i was about to paint a new image of BEN!

it just sucks so much man,
you try to change and you were doing ok,
and all of a sudden wham bam fck you mam!
you hear a voice saying "back to square one eh?"

my dreams are screwed and i'm a wreck,
gave up on everything including me myself and i,
c'mon man what the heck?
it hurts too much to see everything say bye bye,

many things i understand but i deny,
this one i just don't understand!
it ain't my fault so tell me WHY?!
here i am crying again the typical useless pathetic ben.

Kai-Teoh. Teoh Jun-Kai

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