i'm crushless and yet it sucks,
in a way so simple i cannot comprehend,
all the feelings i wanna say is stuck,
i feel so messed up since god knows when,

i feel useless and pathetic,
a piece of garbage floating in the sea,
an escape from reality is what i need,
into a perfect world concocted from my fantasy,

regrets are all i feel now,
no sense of satisfaction ever lasts,
no contentment, so tell me how???
like everyone else i want to relive the past,

i do not seek fame or fortune,
those are irrelevant in my dictionary of life,
what i wish is as simple as a baloon,
yet as elusive as eternal life,

i seek the sense of contentment and happiness,
the sense of feeling everything is worth it,
yet all i see now is a terrible curse,
in the form of Kai the useless shit,

sometimes i wish with all my heart,
that life would end with a simple bang for me,
at least then from troubles i depart,
and achieve life's only certainty....

Kai-Teoh. Teoh Jun-Kai

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Drip,
From my slit wrist,
My life.

Drip,
From my sad eyes,
My dreams.

Flow,
Gone; my life.
Shattered; my dreams.