Devil

Hold my breath and count to four,
bloody hell i don't wanna feel no more,
the more you feel the more you hurt,
slit my wrist and take my blood,

end my pain please let me go,
i feel so numb i feel so cold,
so many things aint what it seem,
i sleep with nightmare no more dreams,

i feel so lonely i feel so torn,
somehow i wish i've never been born,
i'm but a mistake an accident,
douse me in kerosene and lemme burn,

let me give up let this end,
some scars can never mend,
my face is layered with dry tears,
things aint what it appears.

*feeling pessimistic. and pissed. and everything else. humming Devil in a Midnight Mass while writing this.*

Kai-Teoh. Teoh Jun-Kai

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Drip,
From my slit wrist,
My life.

Drip,
From my sad eyes,
My dreams.

Flow,
Gone; my life.
Shattered; my dreams.