Faded Picture.
Faded Picture.
He walks into the dusty old room,
a room that's empty save for a few objects,
years have made it gain an eery gloom,
a sad look around shows not much to pack,
he sees a fading picture and picks it up,
junk to others but priceless to him,
the picture shows a simple family closeup,
finally he knows time flies faster than it seems,
these tears of his isn't the first,
but when he leaves something is amiss,
finally he understands and realises,
how important a family truely is...
stoned @ 9:17 AM
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Life's Only Certainty
Life's Only Certainty
i'm crushless and yet it sucks,
in a way so simple i cannot comprehend,
all the feelings i wanna say is stuck,
i feel so messed up since god knows when,
i feel useless and pathetic,
a piece of garbage floating in the sea,
an escape from reality is what i need,
into a perfect world concocted from my fantasy,
regrets are all i feel now,
no sense of satisfaction ever lasts,
no contentment, so tell me how???
like everyone else i want to relive the past,
i do not seek fame or fortune,
those are irrelevant in my dictionary of life,
what i wish is as simple as a baloon,
yet as elusive as eternal life,
i seek the sense of contentment and happiness,
the sense of feeling everything is worth it,
yet all i see now is a terrible curse,
in the form of Kai the useless shit,
sometimes i wish with all my heart,
that life would end with a simple bang for me,
at least then from troubles i depart,
and achieve life's only certainty....
stoned @ 10:13 AM
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Do you control technology?
Or does it control you?
Think it slowly think it clearly,
We're powerless over it ain't it true?
We' all addicts whether you know or not,
And dang i'm hating it though i'm one too,
We're killing the world and then we'll rot,
Wish i can shout out a huge BOO!
The more i know that the more i hate it,
I've decided on somehing that's related to nature,
We're shoving sh*t on our face and we don't know it,
Even the worst catastrophe is nowhere near,
I'll try and work against it but i doubt i can,
If i can't at least i'll be more content,
After all i'm a weakling loser not a man,
Should be used to wasted energy i've spent.
stoned @ 1:10 AM
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Listen...
Drip,
From my slit wrist,
My life.
Drip,
From my sad eyes,
My dreams.
Flow,
Gone; my life.
Shattered; my dreams.
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Kai Teoh, Seasons of September