It takes more than just biology,
To make you my father,
It was just only recently,
That i began to hold you dear,
For many long years,
I looked at you with anger,
i've shed so many tears,
For everytime you weren't here,
But finally i see through,
The false image you show,
I've never walked in your shoe,
Yet slowly i start to know,
You are only human,
I should have understood that,
So now it is my turn,
To say, I Love You, Dad.
stoned @ 4:22 AM
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Indecisively Indecisive
Indecisively Indecisive
I am indecisively decisive,
and that rings oh so true,
it makes me wanna go jump off a cliff,
everything has changed yet nothing new,
I am indecisively decisive,
so which on am i?
oh confusion please just leave,
or do i have to go down and cry?
I am indecisively decisive,
and i can't stant it anymore,
i don't wanna revert to a pessimist,
i don't know anything anymore...
stoned @ 12:03 AM
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i look out my window into the darkness,
in the distance i see a flickering light,
so weak you don't see it at first,
challenging the almighty eternal night,
yet i wonder if it'll just cease to exist,
as it flickers faster and faster,
but suprisingly it holds on and persists,
in a burst of light it glows brighter than ever,
my mood is as dark as the encompassing midnight,
my virtues are but a diminishing light,
yet the scene i saw gave a flicker of hope,
things may change, for this is but the beginning of my Road.
stoned @ 6:13 AM
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Listen...
Drip,
From my slit wrist,
My life.
Drip,
From my sad eyes,
My dreams.
Flow,
Gone; my life.
Shattered; my dreams.
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Kai Teoh, Seasons of September